Sunday, 31 July 2011

It is Finally Over!

I can’t be more relieved that the project has finally ended.
I may not be meeting those people again. Those people, meaning people from my designated group.
I believe that they are glad too. For those in my course, they can only pray they don’t meet me again. Same wishes here.
It is obvious I don’t mix well with them. They say toe-may-toe, I say toe-ma-toe.
Throughout the four event days that I attended, I cannot be more bored than when I was with them. Their conversation topics are not my type, I guess, though they can talk a lot about them. Lucky for them. I don’t even have any opening to cut in. They wont listen anyway. So I am just the weird girl with the earphones forever plugged in.
I like to slack, but I also cannot accept taking hours for slacking. It is just not right.
They can do that so well, I must applaud them.

The last day known as the Finale was a major wake up call for me.
I cannot slack throughout so I decided not to stick with them and they me. I ended up joining another group which turned out to be better. At least I can talk to them and with them. I also did my duties, ushering and giving away food. It is not a big accomplishment but I did something. So the hours I earned are worth it. Just hope that the hours are recorded properly.
They left super early for slacking at some hdb nearby. Lame. Guess they have more to talk about.
Guess they prefer slacking to walking around at the carnival.
Oh, I received a pouch from Cara Mabes. That was something to be glad about. LOL.

I just wished that my friends were there. Not pretentious people. Not people who judge people by how they look like or behave like. They don’t even know me well enough. I shouldn’t care about what they think then, since I don’t want to know them.

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

Starring So Far and...

So dull. Yes, it isnt like the stars in the sky. Or what people presumed about stars in the sky. It doesnt always shine. So up until now, the 3 days of Starring that I went for were boring and dull.
Sure, the car wash helped to raise funds for The Buona Vista Place and the painting of walls helped refurbish the Geylang East Day Activity Centre. In some ways, Starring has been meaningful. The extent, however, cant be gauged that easily.
Funny how the activities I have been too arent fun.
Some people are nice and friendly while some are just pain in the butt.
The former makes me feel like befriending them yet I do not have a common topic to start a conversation with them. I dont talk bimbo, I dont talk BGRs, I dont talk trends. In all, I dont talk like them.
The latter makes me feel like kicking their butts yet I do not know them all that well. Perhaps thats why they are such a pain in my ass. Feminine reactions and urges are so not me. Perhaps the lack of common topic makes me dislike them and them me.
Just hope the last day of the event can be more meaningful.
Oh, wait, there were some nice guys from other groups. They helped me so I should thank them. Arigato!
And yes, my group has no guys. Or rather, very little guys. Little.
Arent I little miss positive? LOL.

Sunday, 17 July 2011

Gained!

I have officially become 19 years old several days ago.
Gained more experience, more wrinkles, more aches and pains.
LOL.
Half cup full, not half cup empty.
Positive thinking rocks.

Thursday, 7 July 2011

So Many Ways To Describe A Person...

...and not all of them good.
I, for one, love to use negative words to describe people's behaviour and personality.
I mean, what is the point in describing only the people's good?

One person in mind:
  • Bubbly
  • Cheerful
  • Gloomy
  • Motherly
  • Naggy
  • Backstabber
  • Double-faced
  • Pretentious
  • Caring
  • Nasty
Okay, some are contradictory in nature. However, with such a short time(okay, not really THAT short), who am I to say she isnt all these and she is?

Contradicting.