Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Feel Like Crap

It is coming to the end of May. One month of holiday passed. The tragedy lies in my pocket being empty and getting emptier as the days go by. It goes to show how badly my money management skills are and how badly I need more jobs. Currently, I am holding two tuition jobs which are bound to end this year. In other words, I need new tuition assignments and new refreshing jobs!
Another calamity is the withdrawal of a shareholder from my blogshop. However forseeable, I still cannot cope with the fall in finance. No matter the financial difficulties, I believed there will be money coming in, because the shareholder hasnt paid in full her capital. Now, she just withdrew and expects her money paid back. Of course, I have to take time to pay her back. Her passion is three-minutes long and her passion is now my burden. Wondrous. Good news is, I am not giving up. I will do my best and earn more money!
Bad news is, I have to scrimp and save. Well, not on food, so that's a blessing. Just on clothes and shoes! Boohoo! That's enough to make me cry. Wait till this Friday, after this Friday, I am banning myself from the cinema!! Another thing to make me cry.
Enough of the self-pity. I dont know how to save and that's why this empty-pocket issue came up. Hopefully new changes ought to make the blogshop salvageable. Putting my energy in school events' planning and execution, job-hunting and money-saving!
What a holiday. Bullshit excuses people give.