I'm VERY BORED!

Am I getting old or what?
Many things don't catch my interest anymore. Even if they do, it is only for a short period of time.
Hobbies aren't hobbies either, since I lost interest yet again.

Reading
Well, I still borrow a lot. But now I have to renew the loan for extension. Otherwise, I may never read finish. Okay, it is partially due to my other committments such as work and school activities.
Yet, the plots are no longer sufficient to hold my interest either. Sure, I get into them when I am reading. But I no longer have the compelling urge to continue once I stopped. Guess romance isnt romance since I do not have any experience to speak of or to reminisce about.

Novel-Writing
I remember starting two novels. And that's it. I started but never finished. Recently, I started another. Again, I dont feel like completing it. Either I ran out of inspiration or I just ran out of energy.

Shopping
I love shopping. But what is there to shop when there is no cash to spend? I am super tight in finances nowadays. Gotta save for business with girlfriends and gotta spend on bills and daily needs.
Then again, there are so many things to buy even though many are just replicates in terms of designs and uses. Okay, substitutes. Whatever.
Okay. Ample wants and needs, insufficient cash = scarcity. See, I remember my economics.

Earning cash
Haha. This is definitely my hobby. So I give tuition, I work as administrative assistant and I plan to open a business with my girlfriends. Yet nowadays, even when I desperately need to save $500 more by August, I dont feel the energy to earn lots of cash.
In fact, I feel happy that I dont have to go give tuition this sunday when the family is out for holiday. I feel fantastic when I get half-day off.

Tidying and organising
Yes, this is a hobby. Learnt from my mother: there is never complete cleanliness and tidiness. So I liked (past tense) tidying and rearranging my things. Dont belittle the amount of things a lone child have. I have things spread out all over the apartment.
Yet I dont have the 'gambatte' feeling these days to start arranging things.

Haiz. Hope this kimochi will pass soon.
P.S. This is the longest I have ever typed here, for now.