Hypocritical

(yes I have been busy with my many projects and reports. so much so that even when I get free time, I will spend it having fun elsewhere.)
After spending so many weeks at school, I realised that I am as much a hypocrite as anyone else.
I smile at someone whom I dislike.
I laugh with others when I don't even feel the joke is funny.
I listen to others ramble when all I wish is for them to shut up.
Yes, I am a hypocrite like everyone else. And yes, everyone is one too.
Goodness some people dont know my blog address, cant find me on FB because they dont know my other email address.
I cant fit into normal crowd much since majority are just too mainstream. aka irritating wasps.
They form cliques with people they like, talk bitch or bimbo about nonsense, think themselves so marvelous and all that. All I find is the need to puke.
So yes, i am a hypocrite since I tolerate them like they do me. Some are just marvelous cos they dont even bother to tolerate, they just treat me like thin air.
wonderful.