The Unknown

Not everyone can know everything about everyone else. At least family and friends should know about one another. At least a lot more than others.

Guess I am harder to figure out than other people then. I like doing certain things, yet I would say I do not. I don’t like certain things, but I do it because I am good at it. So I am a difficult person to figure out. True.

Guess I don’t want others to figure me out. If they don’t know about me, yet they don’t bother to try, what is the point of letting them know? I am who I am. I can be loud and authoritative, yet I can be soft and un-intrusive. It just depends whether I can or cannot be bothered with the thing(s). If I care or I am concerned, I am the first. If I hardly care or I hate it, I am the latter. Is that so hard to figure out? I guess so.

Whatever. I will be the zhai nv, since I am so suited for the role. Apparently. Typical characteristics include social hermit, extreme moods and I-do-not-give-a-damn-about-you attitude.

That way, no one or rather everyone will still have a comment. Yet I would already be a stereotype figure. The things said would be repetitive and not worth bothering about.

Peace and quiet. In my own world.