I Hate Crowds

Today's gathering/dinner just confirmed my belief. I hate crowds. Totally.
What is wrong with people? They want to mingle, they talk over each other, they gossip about one another, they make lots of noises and are altogether unproductive. What did they achieve in the long two to three hours?
Of course I am, like, the center of their attention. Why? Because I have a freaking henna artwork on my right arm. The entire arm from shoulder to fingers are covered with henna.
They dont understand, they dont know. I had to explain to lots of people, mostly Gen X and Gen ZZ. "This is henna, it isnt permanent, it fades in a week, it is for school" Repeat and repeat. They claimed they understood, which is just another lie out of their mouths.
It is just a racial cultural artwork. Why cant they just accept it? So they stare and stare and stare some more. Kids stare and go eww! Adults stare and shake their heads. I SO needed their approval, Not.
I wore black. I dont greet my uncles with auspicious greetings. I dont...I should...
The evening was filled with this kind of comments.Did I do something to incur their wrath? Have they nothing else to do? Am I such a good kid that with the henna I turned into a bad kid? What is wrong with THEM?
Stupid, egoistic, chauvinistic, conservative, overly full of themselves, that's what I say of them.
All I can say is, I could have better spend my time.

Another thing, my cousin went to her friend's house to play cards. At 11pm. My mother was like totally cool with that, but I know she will never allow that with me. My uncle says that I am good and likes to stay home. She says I do go out sometimes. Ya, key word is sometimes. Underlying implication is "when she allows it, which is not so often, mostly during holidays which are darn far away".

Last thing, I have this cousin who is around 4 years old perhaps. Probably autistic. He is in his own world. He plays and eats and does whatever he wants, nobody dares to do anything to him against his wishes. When he doesnt get what he wants, he hits, bites and slams into people. Even his mother. Yes, he slapped his mother in the face and his mother just lightly tapped his hand. The end result, he starts crying and everyone panders up to him again. My first reaction towards him was dislike. The next, disgust. I would just slap this kid upside down for daring to throw tantrums. He cant even talk. Irritating.

All in all, worthless evening.

Back to school!

Okay, I came back to school for today. A full day of school.
Reminder to myself: Post Jo's package
Dizzy and sleepy from medicine and class. Wonderful combination.
I made a fool of myself in Biz Law class. So I am pissed with myself now.
Now I am in Management Science class. It is so boring. Science and mathematics. My partner loves Lego and is playing with the bricks now. Part of the class activty. Which I am not interested in yet. Simplex method by Dantzig is the best. Not interested in the rest.
Maybe the medicine got to my head.
Freaking high now~Haiz~Like real~

Down for a day or two

Today I woke up with the world twirling around me. Yes, I mean I woke up with a mother of a headache and giddiness. No, I do not mean I got drunk or high on alcohol the previous night.
It is my old ailment, stomach/gastric flu.
I only have myself to blame for not being able to eat anything I want now.
I only have myself to blame for packing my schedule so tight without time for proper meals.
So I missed my AW lesson today, a great loss since I already cannot access the article used for today.
An immense loss! Not grieving but still feel hollow. Or perhaps that is because I ate only porridge for lunch. Vomitted my breakfast out and only ate porridge. No wonder I am 'hollow'.
Some rules for myself:
1. No heaty food!
2. Eat at proper timings, bring food into class if necessary!
3. Drink lots of water!
4. Avoid salty food!
5. Move at a slower pace!
6. Bring lesser things to school!
7. Sleep by 11pm every night, latest!
8. Ignore the lazy people!

Bloody Taxing Day

I am so not complaining about taxation, mind you.
I stupidly arranged to have a full-day schedule for today, meaning Wednesdays.
Pre-assigned BL and LTB in the morning and evening, so I thought to not waste time and inserted MS in the middle. Wonderful, I have gotten myself a 8.30am to 6.45pm Wednesday. Only 30 minutes break, supposedly according to timetable. Thirty freaking-tastic minutes for lunch and break!
On to today's lessons.
BL was fun, for the first lesson anyway. Prof Chew seems fun and friendly. He is eccentric too, but I guess all professors are so in certain ways. I am eccentric too, yet I am not a professor. LOL.
MS was okay but boring. I have got to give Prof credit though, for trying to lighten things up with his version of jokes. Quite funny to me but the class remain quite dead in atmosphere. Oh dear, what does this bode for the future lessons. I have to form groups with people I dont know, furthermore.
LTB was relaxing and tiring. Wonderful combination. Received stacks of outlines and helpful notes, but I havent the time to digest it yet. Hope that the group will work well together. Two-gether!

Tomorrow will be AW and Stats. Second half of AW and first lesson for Stats. Oh no, I havent buy Stats and LTB textbooks. No cash! And I went and buy dvd just now!
I only had bread for the entire day's meals! Custard buns, microwaved sandwiches and fried bread for my three meals! Goodness I added fresh milk and lots of water to my diet. Otherwise, I shall soon fade from this world. LOL. Just kidding, I hope.

1st day of Sem 2

Today is the official school-start day. I only have one lesson on Tuesday but it is starting to be taxing. Given that I joined an event committee, I have tasks to complete for it. Now that lessons started, I have got to multitask and complete tasks as well as homework. Oh my gosh, AW professor is funny but this is just the start. He may turn out to be a severe taskmaster for all I know. Yes, I have one piece of homework for today's lesson.
Thank goodness AW is planned out for the whole semester. I just have to follow the schedule and do everything that is listed. Sounds simple but oh how easy it is to tip the balance with a few quizzes and essays.
Yay! I am a good girl! I did my summary homework for AW and I am going to start on event tasks. Well, I have already completed some things and just wanted to do more.
Tomorrow is really going to be drilling. A full day of lessons from 8.30am to 6.45pm. I will be dying for breaks. Hope I can make it safely through tomorrow and not make a fool of myself.
Do I sound like a kid? Do I sound obnoxious? Someone said the former and I feel like I am the latter, to like everyone else.
Whatever. I am myself. True to me and me only.